Behind those thoughts

I was furiously brainstorming about where to go during the weekend and agenda.
Honestly Singapore is so BORED. It is not boring but already bored.
Thought I kinda have it mapped out and I reached Serangoon.

Though life has been fine.Twice or thrice a week, I will go home straight after work to ease the gulit. I can't stand my old man feeling so lonely but I can't do anything to help it. Thought at least a prescence helps...I hope it does.

Though work has been fine.Few times I would still feel I could have done better, be paid better and then there would be times wondering would I be doing as good if I were else where?When monetary thoughts tempt the mind, I would offset with the happiness and satisfaction I have now. Thought it would help...I hope it does.

Though love has been fine.Often I am still caught in between my bliss and insecurity. I would wonder what's in the future and who Jason may becomes? Would he still need someone like me if he has got everything else running good for him? Thinking too much doesnt help and I know the unexpected is I slap my own mouth anyway. Thought the present is so far so good for us...I hope it does.

I dunno about you but I do have a very vivid imagination. IF you caught me staring into space, my mind probably imagining some scenes that you can't see.Person with my imagination is shame that I can't express myself well. Or rather I dunno how to and really dun want to?

GAWD..what the HECK have I been talking.

Incoherent but heck, I should do something with my pen instead.